DARK POEMS
these poems are from my darker more evil side
alot have to do with death. read at own disgretion u have been warned
ONE KID'S ARMY
One bright sunny day
A dark gloom hung overhead
Tears of sorrow replaced tears of happiness
Hurt replaces joy
Depression overtook enthusiasm
Shots still echo through out
Screams of terror roam the halls
The thump of bodies
Still very present in their heads
One kid
One gun
One revenge
Over one too many jokes
WAR
Bombs bursting
Artillery hurdling threw the air
Bullets flying
Nuclear bombs
Equals mass destruction
One bullet
One life lost
One bomb
Hundreds lost
Why must we fight?
Does it quench the thirst
Of our savage ways?
Is it just our human way
To kill to survive
When there is enough to go around?
Are we trying to prove ourselves?
If so, to whom must we prove ourselves worthy?
We have to put an end to it all
Before more lives are lost in vain.
LAST THOUGHT
Sitting here
Pool of my own blood
Knife in hand
Feeling light headed
Wondering if it was worth it
Slits in wrist
Memories flashing threw my head
Missing the good old times
Tears stream down my cheek
So many people I should have said goodbye too
So many that offered help
So many that loved me
So many that I hurt
How I wish for another try at life
Another attempt to heals friendships broken
Another try at helping others
Guess I won?t get it now
My sight is getting blurry
There is a white light
A warmth overcomes my body
I think I hear voices
Or is that the ringing in my ear
Hey I think someone is here
But it's too?
WHATS THE GOOD
What's the good of saying sorry when the hurt has already been felt?
What's the good of I love you when it isn't meant?
What's the good of a friend if all they do is make fun of you, belittle you, and take advantage of you?
What's the use in liking a girl if they don't like u back?
What's the use in proving ourselves superior When we are all equal?
Is our hunger for our primitive ways so great that our fellow humans' life is worth the taking?
What is the point of living when all you experience is hate and pain?
Why must my heart be so bitter and cold? That I only feel the hatred and not the love that I so deeply long for?
What have I done to deserve this? Tell me why I must endure this hell TELL ME!
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You put me threw hell
And expect me to just brush it off
You treat me like shit
And expect me to forget about it
You think what u are saying isn't bothering me
But it is
You think the words that come out of your mouth don't hurt
But they do more than u can realize
You consider yourself a friend
But if u really were would u be treating me this way
You say you are only playing around
But it doesn't feel like it
In the eyes of others I appear as a 6 foot giant
But I feel as though I was only 6 inches tall
I am always being looked down upon
Always ridiculed and spit upon
Through humiliation and being made fun of
I have been made into a instrument of others entertainment
DEATH TO THE WORLD
This world can die
The people of this world can die
The hatred can die
Everything can die and burn in hell
Die worthless people who say they are better than someone else
Die the savage hunger to prove one is superior to another
Die The rage that roars in our hearts
Shoot me in my head for I wish not to live
Kill me where I stand because I don't want to live any more
This world is out of control and it needs to be stopped
But we are stuck in this endless cycle we call life
I want off
DARKEST HOUR
You put me in my darkest hour
My heart and soul I poured out to you
No matter the difference we were separated by
My love for you conquered all
My heart is shattered
Bleeding on the floor
Pain like as though someone was stabbing me in the back
No wait it is greater than that
Hurts like no other pain I felt before
No words can describe what I feel
Now I am stuck here
On the edge of insanity
All I need is one more little push
Then it will all be over
I will creep back into my darkest hour
DOOMS DAY
Dooms Day
Yesterday I dreamt about holding u in my arms
And kissing your sweet lips
But now those are shattered
And they belong to another man
And I stuck here thinking damn
I let her slip threw my fingers
I should have told the truth
And not said what I did just to make you happy
Now I am stuck here hurting
And you are having the time of your life
All I can do is wish u the best of luck
And hope that one day we will be together again
MY ALL
I gave u my all
I told u everything that went threw my head
When I had thought of someone else, I told u
But u meant too much to me to risk loosing
Now that you are gone
There is a hole in my heart
When you told me about him,
I lied and told you that I would be ok with it
But truly I am not
But now a dark gloom is over head
And you are on my mind more than ever
I just let the best thing go
And I am stuck sitting here
With only myself to blame
All I wanted was for u to be happy
Even at my own expense
I cried that night
A thousand tears or so
The night I lost u
SELF PITY
All reasons to live have ceased to exist.
My life is worthless and meaning less.
My death won't bring happiness,
For if I die then another poor soul shall be picked
On by mobs of people who call themselves friend?
And the use in trying to find a relationship is fruitless,
For no one wishes to be with the runt of a pack.
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